Everyone keeps telling me that we should be giving the baby bottles of my pumped breast milk so that he gets used to it for when I go back to school. Well I just can't do that. I feel like if I am around, I should be feeding him. And I sure as hell am not giving him a bottle. I love the skin to skin time we get when he nurses and I am not about to give that up, not even once and awhile. I can't imagine someone else feeding him. It would probably put me over the edge to even see that. I'm ok as with it as long as I don't have to see it, but if I'm there, I'm feeding him.
The other thing I'm being controlling about is the baby spending the night at Will's without me. This baby hasn't ever slept without me, what if he got scared and then I wasn't there? I can imagine that would be terrifying. So that's not going to happen right now.
I might be being a control freak about somethings, but I'm the mom and I get the final say.