Hidden Away

Last night Psycho Knight and I were having a conversation about some of my friends coming over. He said that if my ex EVER finds out where we live and shows up that there will be big issues. I got to thinking about our house and where it is. Only 4 people in my circle know exactly where I live; my parents, The Bestie, and Jules. No one else really knows more than that we are north of the river.

It’s an odd thing not having anyone know where to find me. It makes me feel very safe. As in the case of my ex; I don’t really put it past him not to show up unannounced, but the only people that know how to get to my house will never be in contact with him.

I know I have bitched about feeling secluded up here by myself there is a huge part of me that is grateful for having my home being so unknown. Before PK and I started dating I would go to his apartment to hide. No one knew where I was or how to find me. It’s kind of that same situation still, especially living with him. He has always been a safe place to hide from the world where nothing can hurt me. Every time I would walk into his old apartment I would breathe a sigh of relief because at that moment the world didn’t exist.

Sometimes I find myself kind of anxious for even my parents to come over; like somehow they are infiltrating my fortress and letting the rest of the world in with them. When I wrote This House Tucked In I think I was starting to feel at home in my new home and now I’m realizing that I am home, and that this is where I belong.

Swt

Yesterday Was Awesome

Goddess Leonie over at Goddess Guidebook has Switch Off Sunday every Sunday. Most of the time I don't do it, but yesterday I did. During SoS, you turn your computer off and spend sometime away from it. Well you may be asking what I did for my SoS. I went and saw The Bestie at school.

She is away at college and I have missed her like crazy. So since her family is lame and didn't go to family weekend, we did. My mom, our mutual friend J, Peanut and I went to see her.

It was a little over a 2 hour drive, but it was well worth it. We got to go to a beautiful church for worship, had lunch in the campus cafeteria, hung out in the dorm and then walked around town for awhile.

Peanut was already famous. Kay was holding him and someone walks up and says "Is that Peanut?!" It was so funny.

I hadn't realized how much I missed my best friend. I love her soooooo much and being with her all summer was great. I am hoping to get to go back out there sometime in October to surprise her again.

<3 Swt

Expect a post later about why I could never do the conventional college thing. Someone should probably remind me to write that.